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Oct 20

  • I got no work done today, all the sites were down :P. So it's not even my fault.
  • Oct 13

    I'm being disallowed to wear my fursuit for haloween.

    Oct 10

    I feel kind of okay-ish. Like physically i'm fine the weather is occasionally nice, but mentally i am stressed . Schoolwork and social relationnships is really hard right now. I really want to animate and dissasociate and forget. I'm unprepared for halloween and my grades and memory is dipping drastically. Hopefully I'm allowed to see my friend, who doesn't live too far, but enough for my parents to raise an eyebrow about it . Atleast I have art club today and i get to see people. I really wanna work on my site, but it looks far better on chromebook than my regular computer, sigh.

    Oct 9

    finals week ughh....

    Oct 6

    Cramps are going to kill me. My social standing is not how I want it too, i really want to get better at reading people and getting them to like me. I need friends who are emotionally supoortive holy shit balls. I do have a good amt of hw to do but atleast fall break is soon.

    Oct 3

    Pretty good day overall, i got to see my friends. My parents are out of town so i can relax just a bit. I still have alot of hw piling up i'll lock in this evening me thinks.

    Oct 2

    I probably will be redoing my site, as much i do love petra's layout i do need to make something thats all me you know? I wanna enter in the web contest that is the biggest part tbh. I am connecting with my newest sona ALOT! She may be like a truesona or something idk yett.

    2:45pm

    I am genunley exhausted, public transit takes ALOT out of me. I cannot for the life of me manage my time and i am modules behind, fuck my faggot life yo. I did get to eat yummy ramen today, it's stunning how yummy marinated boiled eggs can be. If my prov suit was finished that would actually be hella gender affirming me thinks.

    Sept 30

    I am honestly so excited for the minecraft update today! I can't wait to play with my friend after school. I am so STOKED!!

    Sep 16

    How it feels writing my oc stories and telling it to my friends who are fans of said ocs. Okay anyway imma write about Hirb and Tomasa and beatrice and all there fun silly little lives ^_^. Hopefully i can play minecraft today and maybe draw some of my personal mc ship/ocs.

    Sep 14

    It's been a hot minute since i actually did a text post ~@_!~, wow.

    My drawing tablet broke but i got a new one so hopefully (fingers crossed) I can get back to animating. My birthday has passed i am now old X_X, I want to do a birthday animation/animation meme. But I can't decide on what song, oh well >_<

    The Fine Line (a short writing): Aug 27

    I died years ago. It was 6:30 in the morning, it was pouring. The ground was warm from the day before's heat seeped into the concerte. The rain hits the ground suckles a taste of energy and flies high as fog. The steam kissed my face leaving droplets when gone.

    The bus was supposed to arrive 45 minutes ago. My neighbors laughed and played in the rain, while others standed idly by irritable to be up so early. I could spot the worms that crawled out to bask in the warmth and wetness.

    I stepped into the street to feel the warmth one last time as the steam started to dissipate. The tar gave in slowly, i watched myself from the edge sink deeper and deeper below till I was out of sight.

    I felt at peace, I watched myself go envious. My ghost has been walking around since waiting for their turn to sink and to be watched by their ghost.

    Aug 25: Suiters Quarrel

    As many of you know I am making a fursuits! I am making a head of my main fursona Providence!

    The costs have racked up quite fast, for 2 yards and two half-yards of fur the cost alone was 112$ (X-x).

    Thankfully i was gifted the base from a good friend of mine so that part was free. I still have to buy eyeblank mesh and paint over it.

    Aswell as getting some practice cloth to sew together my headpatterns to see how it would turn out to see if i need to tweak the pattern without wasting the fur i got.

    I also want to make fursuits of Turnip (a full partial atleast), Timkin (fullsuit/full partial)!

    I also want to make Cricket a head, and tail.

    Aug 23

    Howdy all,
    Idk about you guys but im getting prepped for artfight! I'm gonna do a drawing of some peoples cookie run kingdom ocs, tag your ocs either crk,cookie run kingdom, cookie run so that i can see it. I'll mainly being checking the tag of crk. Attack me and I will revenge with that crk character if prefered. I cant wait!!

    Mar 27: My coding process

    Mar 20

    Jitters from Animal Crossing New Horizons sitting on a beach at night with Goldie and Kidd behind him.

    I saw a video about least popular ACNH villagers and one of them was Jitters. Jitters looks like my IRL friend which is pretty funny to me. Also big fursuit update! I have taped up the headbase and I'm beginning to pattern it! Swatches have been ordered. I would like to be able to go to a con this fall maybe if I scrape together enough money ^_^! Also I've been thinking about posting my comissions other places so it can get more traction, I may put up flyers around town and advertise it on sites more often. I might download BarQ to see whos around and maybe see if anyones hosting a local fursuit meetup for my dream fall mini-furcon!

    Feb 12

    Valentines day is 2 days away!

    I shall be making cards for 22 people and slicing up brownies into 21 peices and then custom making a treat for my gluten free pal. I wanna make YCHS but im aware there will be no buyers. IM GONNA DRAW SO MUCH SHIP ART X_X

    • Grian x Mumbo [S6]
    • Dogman x petey
    • me x my bf
    • lambsona x leshy

    Yess, its all coming along nicley

    Jan 15

    And if the prodject sekai bus, killed the both of us!!!

    Dec 19

    an image of a puppy wearing a bib with top text reading (another shitty day in my stupid tranny life) Another day in my stupid tranny life
    My math grade is dipping into a 60! I actually need to lock in ive been off the meds :(

    Dec 18: Lab Results

    hummingbird
    Your spirit animal is a hummingbird!
    A hummingbird symbolizes:

    • happiness of life
    • grace of being
    • cleanses negativity
    • enjoying the sweetness of life
    • expression of love
    • high energy needs


    Clown Isopod
    You've got it all. The looks, the style. Friends are constantly coming to you for tips on how to get your bold brows, your smokey eyeshadow. Of course they do, you're exquisite. You also haven't left your house in thirteen years.

    Dec 5: Spanish Word of The Day

    12/5 - Todays word is: mas o menos i like them words, its all the spanish i need to know for now 💟

    Nov 25

    Today i finished reading gentlecats and i really liked it it was nice
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